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For five years, Serena has run Fantasy Incorporated and has devoted her time to fulfilling her clients’ fantasies. Never her own. Until now…
Her most secret desire is to give ownership of her body to a man. Someone who will command her, pleasure her, and have complete authority over her. So she seeks out Damon Roche, owner of an exclusive sex club and a man strong enough to make her do anything he wants. Anything.
Together they’ll journey into a world she’s only dreamed of. She’s given the opportunity to immerse herself in a different life while her normal one waits for her to return whenever she wishes. Damon has no desire to let her go, however. Serena is the woman he’s long searched for, and it’s up to him to convince her to stay when the game is all over with. He wants their fantasy to become their reality and for Serena to remain his pampered, cherished submissive.
Excerpt
“Serena, Mr.
Roche is on line two for you.”
Her heart fluttered and slammed against her chest as she
reached for the phone. Had he only just now gotten around to
reading her email? Would he have anything to say about the
fact she’d presented herself as the client? Oh, why hadn’t
she just come out and been honest and straightforward from
the beginning?
“Mr. Roche,” she said smoothly as she put the phone to her
ear. She was proud of the fact that her voice didn’t come
out in a croak.
“I thought we’d agree you’d call me Damon.”
His lazy drawl gave her a warm buzz, and she immediately
relaxed. “All right…Damon. What can I do for you?”
“Well, I hope it’s what I can do for you. Are you free for
lunch?”
She smiled and
loosened her grip on the phone. Maybe this wouldn’t be so
bad after all. He didn’t act any different now that he knew
it was her looking for a man to make her his slave.
A cringe worked over her shoulders. She was really going to
have to find a better descriptor for her fantasy.
“I’m intrigued,” she said. “I’m free. Now what is it you’re
going to do for me?”
A light chuckle sounded in her ear. “Meet me for lunch, and
I’ll tell you.”
“A man who teases,” she mused. “Okay, I’ll bite. Where would
you like to meet?”
“I’ll send a car.”
“No,” she said after a moment’s thought. “Why don’t I pick
you up this time? We’ll eat on my turf.”
There was a slight pause.
“Ahh, you’re a man used to getting his own way.”
“Always,” he said in a husky growl.
A shiver worked
uncontrollably down her back, and her nipples puckered
against the silk of her bra.
“I like to give a man his way in appropriate circumstances,”
she said lightly. “I tell you what. You come pick me up and
we’ll eat at my choice.”
“I’ll be there in half an hour,” he said silkily.
“I look forward to it.”
She was smiling as she replaced the receiver. She leaned
back in her chair and flexed her toes under her desk. What
the hell she was doing flirting with Damon Roche when he was
lining up another man for her was beyond her, but the devil
just took over when it came to the man.
Had he found someone already? Nervousness scuttled around
her stomach and gave her a slightly nauseous feeling. Could
she go to bed with a complete stranger? More than that,
could she place her wellbeing, her trust, her entire self in
his hands?
Maybe she hadn’t thought this through adequately.
A worried frown tugged at her lips, and she rubbed her face
with her hands. It wasn’t too late to back out. She could
meet Damon and tell him she’d changed her mind, right?
Of course you can, moron.
It wasn’t as if
this was some make-or-break business deal. It was sex, and
she could say no at any time.
Feeling better about her options, she slipped her shoes back
on and stood. A quick trip to the bathroom would tell her if
she had any major repairs to do on hair and make-up.
Twenty minutes later, she walked into the lobby and was glad
she’d chosen dressier heels today. They directed attention
to her legs, which she knew without false modesty had drawn
a man’s stare more than a few times. Her skirt clipped the
top of her knee, so she had plenty to show.
To her surprise, Damon was striding toward the door of the
office complex. She smiled in greeting as he entered. He was
dressed casually, as casual as a man could look in expensive
slacks and polo shirt.
“You’re early,” she said as she checked her watch.
“I try to never keep a beautiful woman waiting,” he said
with easy charm.
“Good philosophy. Are you ready then?”
He offered his arm but didn’t wait for her to take it. He
reached with his other hand and enfolded her fingers in his
firm grip before tucking it securely under his elbow.
They walked into the warm air, and she looked around for the
Bentley. Instead, he guided her toward a sleek, black BMW
parked in front of the entrance.
He opened her door
and settled her inside before walking around to the driver’s
side. As he slid in beside her, she glanced appreciatively
at the interior.
“You drove yourself,” she said unnecessarily.
“It would appear so,” he said with an amused smile. “So,
where are we going?”
“Cattleman’s. Do you know where it is?”
He grimaced. “Why beautiful women like you and Faith hang
out in that place is beyond me.”
“It has character,” she said with a straight face. “But if
you hate it, we can go somewhere else.”
He pulled into traffic and maneuvered down the busy street.
“No, I agreed to go to the place of your choosing, so
Cattleman’s it is.”
“You’re a snob,” she said smugly.
He cast her a surprised glance and then evidently saw she
was teasing him.
“Not a snob. I just enjoy…let’s just say I enjoy the finer
things.”
Serena nodded.
“Nothing wrong with that, but I have to tell you, I’m a beer
and onion ring type girl.”
“Barbarian,” he said in mock horror. “I have nothing against
some greasy finger food and a good beer, but I don’t turn
down a well aged steak and a good glass of wine either.”
“Mmmm, steak. I love steak. I love meat. I’m a total
carnivore. Cattleman’s has great steaks.”
“I’ll be amazed if you don’t order a girly salad. What is it
with women always ordering salads, anyway?”
She pretended to consider. “Well, I’ll order a salad if it
has steak in it.”
He laughed. “Then I guess we’ll have steak for lunch.”
They drove into the parking lot, and when Serena reached to
open the door, Damon stopped her with a hand to her arm.
“Let me,” he said.
He got out and walked around to open her door. Then he
extended his hand down to her. Tiny little sparks shot up
her arm when she slid her fingers across his palm. He pulled
gently, and she stepped out to stand beside him.
“Thank you,” she murmured.
Again, he tucked her hand under his arm and walked her
toward the entrance. When they walked inside, the hostess
greeted them, and Damon leaned in to murmur quietly to the
young woman. She smiled immediately and nodded. Then she
motioned for him and Serena to follow her.
They were seated
across the room from the bustle of the lunch crowd. Serena
settled in and raised an eyebrow as the hostess left.
“Bribery?” she asked. “This area is usually closed for
lunch.”
Damon smiled. “Let’s just say I’m used to getting my way.”
Serena snorted. “We’ve already ascertained that.”
“I wanted a place we could speak privately,” he said. “I
have something for you.”
“Oh?”
Her heart slammed against her chest when he slid an envelope
across the table toward her. She hadn’t even noticed that
he’d carried it from the car, but then her concentration had
been on other things. Like how damn good he looked.
With trembling fingers, she opened the envelope. Before
opening the folded pages, she looked up at him in question.
She was fairly certain that this was what she’d asked for,
but now that it was here, in front of her, she was a little
frightened and a whole lot unsure.
“You hesitate,” he said quietly.
“I’m nervous,” she admitted.
“Quite natural. Are you having second thoughts?”
She flushed. “You never said a word about the fact that it
was me…”
He shrugged. “I figured you had your reasons. You don’t owe
me an explanation.”
She stared down at the paper then slowly opened it. Age,
address, physical details, appearance, characteristics were
all listed first. Her eyes flickered over the sheet as she
tried to take in as much of the information as she could at
once.
No criminal record, stable job and income. Her gaze shot
back up the page, and it was then she saw the name staring
boldly back at her. Damon Roche.
She gasped sharply, and she yanked her head up to stare at
Damon. “I don’t understand.”
He raised one brow as he studied her intently. “Don’t you?”
“Why?” she demanded.
If he’d intended to catch her completely off guard, he’d
certainly succeeded. She was so rattled that her hands were
shaking, and sweat beaded her forehead.
“Why not?” he asked calmly.
“Don’t play with me. This wasn’t our agreement.”
“Our agreement was that you wanted me to find a suitable man
for a sexual fantasy situation. I’m that man. I don’t see
the problem.” He leaned forward in his seat and pinned her
with his stare. “Would you prefer a complete stranger take
you and possess you? If we had not met as we did, if someone
else had set up our meeting, would you object to my being
the man who controls your fantasy?”
“But why?” she whispered. “Why didn’t you volunteer from the
get go?”
“I didn’t know you were the woman,” he said simply. “When I
found out, I knew I had to be the one to have you.”
She gawked like a moron, her lips parted in shock. “You want
me?”
“Why does that surprise you? You’re a beautiful woman,
Serena. I wanted you from the moment you walked into the
restaurant. After I read your eloquent letter and saw who
had written it, there was never any question as to whether I
would step forward. No other man will have you.”
Warmth sizzled through her abdomen, burning a path to her
groin. Her clit pulsed and throbbed, and her nipples
hardened until they ached. His vow whispered through her
ears until it rebounded and echoed, seductive and alluring.
There was raw arrogance in his expression. Confidence. More
than that, there was knowledge. Power. She craved it with
her entire being. Wanted it and him more than she’d wanted
anything else, and all she had to do was reach out and take
it.
“Tell me, Serena, do you want me?” he asked softly. “Do you
ache for me? Do you want my possession? Do you lie awake at
night wanting a man strong enough to harness your sexuality,
stroke it until the fire rages and then unleash it, set you
free?”
“Yes,” she whispered, her voice catching in her throat.
“Yes.”
“There is much we should discuss,” he said. “But not here.
We’ll iron out the technicalities and lay the groundwork,
but the more intimate details…we’ll meet in a much more
private setting.”
As he said the last, he reached over and trailed a finger
down her cheek and then pushed a tendril of her hair away
from her face and tucked it behind her ear.
“I very much look forward to that conversation,” he
murmured.
Heat surged to her cheeks, and she leaned into his touch
before she could think better of it. “I don’t know what to
say.”
“There’s nothing to say but yes. Unless you’ve changed your
mind? I can, of course, find another suitable candidate, but
I can’t be the only one of us who has felt the spark between
us, Serena, and after reading your letter, I don’t take you
for a coward.”
She was quite simply overwhelmed.
He reached across the table once more and captured her hand
in his. His thumb rubbed absently over the top of her
knuckles, sensual and distracting.
“Let’s get the nitty gritty details out of the way,” he
said. “We can set a date to discuss the more…personal
aspects after you’ve had time to digest it all.”
“Nitty gritty?” she croaked.
He picked her hand up and brought it slowly to his lips. Her
breath caught in her throat and refused to slip from her
lips as she anticipated the touch of his mouth.
A brush of electricity sparked along her veins. Currents,
warm and vibrant raced up her arm and sent prickles of
awareness up the base of her neck until the tiny little
hairs at her nape stood on end.
His lips moved softly up the crease of her fingers until
they rested over her knuckles.
“The nitty gritty being the unpleasant details, the not so
romantic side of our arrangement. Sterile perhaps, but
necessary.”
She raised her eyebrow in silent question, because at the
moment she couldn’t have spoken if she wanted to.
He reached for a sheet of paper underneath the others and
handed it to her. Carefully, she pulled her hand from his
and regretted the loss of his warmth. She picked up the
paper and scanned the contents.
It was a medical report. And then she realized.
“Oh,” she said softly. “You must think me the biggest fool.
I hadn’t…God, what an idiot I am.”
He smiled gently. “Not an idiot, Serena. Just nervous and
wanting to forge ahead before you lost your courage. You
would have thought of it, I have no doubt, and you would
have demanded what I have just given you.”
“But I haven’t, I mean I do see a doctor regularly, but I
haven’t gotten tests…”
“I can arrange it with my physician at a moment’s notice,”
he offered. “It’s important that you feel safe with me, and
it is important that our good health is ascertained. I want
to give you your fantasy, Serena, and I don’t want any
ugliness to intrude.”
“I’ll phone my doctor tomorrow,” she said.
“Does this mean you’re agreeing?” Damon asked.
She took in a steadying breath as she stared at the handsome
man sitting across from her. Yes, he was gorgeous. He was
confident, wore arrogance like a cloak, and God, she loved
arrogant, assured men, but he didn’t come across like an
asshole. Was this man for real? Or was he just playing a
role?
She wanted to find out so bad she could taste it.
She licked her lips and then nodded.
“I want to hear you say it,” he prompted.
“Yes. I agree.”
His smile was triumphant, and something dark and primitive
flashed in his eyes. In that moment she imagined what it
would be like to be his, and it filled her with a powerful
longing.
“Have dinner with me this weekend,” he said. It wasn’t a
request, and he seemed absolutely unapologetic that it was,
in essence, a command. “That will give you time to see your
doctor and think about me. And you. Us. Then we can meet to
discuss the more intimate details of our arrangement.”
Just the way he said intimate made all her girly parts
tingle. And then it hit her that she was going to become
quite intimate with this man. All fantasy aside, he was
offering to give her reality. With him.
She would see him naked. He’d touch her, have his hands and
mouth on her body. She quivered from head to toe and her
knees knocked together until she had to put her hand on one
of her legs to stop it.
Food? Completely forgotten. She had no hope of eating lunch.
Not when all she was imagining was how he’d taste. Scorching
flames burnt her cheeks when she remembered just how
descriptive her letter had been.
“And I thought Faith was the only woman left on earth who
blushed so vividly,” he said in a tone tinged with
amusement.
She groaned and closed her eyes. “I haven’t a prayer of
keeping it together. You’ve completely and utterly knocked
my feet out from under me.”
“As did you when I read your letter,” he said softly. “I
cannot allow another man to take what I already consider
mine.”
Her stomach clenched and a flush stole over her body. “You
sound possessive already,” she said faintly.
“And that’s precisely the way you want me, is it not?”
She squirmed a bit under his scrutiny, but she wasn’t going
to lie or pretend to be bashful, even if she was ready to
crawl under the table. Nothing about her approach had been
shy so far, and there wasn’t a need to start now.
“It is,” she admitted. “I want…I want to belong. To a man,”
she added after a deep breath. “It sounds so crazy.”
“Stop,” he said with quiet authority. “I won’t allow you to
downgrade yourself for voicing your desires. They’re yours.
That makes them important. Valid. There is nothing crazy
about them.”
“It’s not just about possession.” She paused for a moment
but was determined to go on, to explain what beat so
incessantly at her. “I want the security of knowing I
am…owned. Oh, but that’s such a terrible word and yet I
can’t think of a better one. I want to be cherished,
protected, pampered…valued. I want the man to know me as
well as I know myself. I want him to anticipate my needs and
fulfill them but at the same time I want to be important to
him. I want him to be strong. Capable. Dominant without
being an asshole. For just a little while, I want to be in
his hands. To give myself into his care and keeping and be
able to trust in him to shelter me, pleasure me and teach me
how to please him.”
She suddenly felt so vulnerable, as if she’d exposed herself
in the most brutal of ways. She felt naked, stripped bare by
her own words.
“Look at me,” he said gently.
Her chin came up and she met his gaze.
“You don’t trust me yet, and you shouldn’t as we’ve only
just met. But you will come to trust me, and when that
happens, you’ll give yourself into my care and keeping. When
you do that, I will give you what you most want. What you
need. And I’m going to love every damn minute.”